starclucker.

okay, well i'm kinda stoned.
and i'm kinda chill.

it's a nice feeling.

anyway.

i think it's established now.
monchikit is a merge between monchinee and co & tom's clothing and co.

so watch out for some custom clothes.

anyway, exams are gone and i'm chilla-ing.

i seriously have nothing to do.

i'm so bored. and it's the first day of freedom.
what is this.

i need to start designing some tee's. argh.
oh yess, i'm offpeak. i'm gonna download adobe or some program like that.

but that means i gotta extract most of my music. because my computer cannot cope with the overload in mem. :/

rawr

brb gonna go get my exhdd.

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my mood:
- MUST..TRANSER..FILES..and as much as i have complained about how everything is so boring. there's a tingling of euphoria within my body. it's like..between my lungs, just under there sort of.



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done.

not gonna comment on the exams.

BUT

VCE
IS
FINALLY
DEAD.

my life is awesome.

now. new goals need to be set:

- establish monchikit (a merged company original from monchinee co and tom's clothing and co.)
- get a part time job
- invest in shares (hoping to do day to day trading making a hopefuly $50 a week, which will exponentially increase as i invest in more and more shares.
- book my Ps
- get my Ps
- get a car

that is all.
love you all. i'm happy. :D

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my mood:
- MY LIFE IS AWESOME



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so my dreams are gone.

well not my dreams specifically.

a while ago my mum said to me

"if you do well for your VCE, we might pay for half of your first car." that really gave me incentive to study hard. i tried, i failed, but i still tried.
up until this day, what she said has sat with me.

a couple nights ago, i sent an email to my parents with a few links to some cars from carsales.com

Honda Integras naturally.

so i just asked my dad:
t: so whattaya think of the integra?
d: it's a nice car
-awkward silence-
obviously he knew where it was going, he just wanted to be a pain in the ass.

d: who's going to buy it for you?
t: um, you, then i'll pay you back after i get my part time job.
d: it's okay to have a dream car...
t: it's hardly a dream car, it's a realistic choice for a safe and reliable first car
d: well, you can't expect us to buy you a car when you don't even have a job
t: maybe because i've been studying my butt off
d: we're not getting it for you. you have to learn that money is blah blah blah

i stopped listening towards the end and went to my room. (i.e. where i am right now).

so. am i getting a car? ever?
probably not.

if i had a part time job at say..some retail store such as target.

$10 an hour.
i work 8 hours a day, 4 days a week.
$80 x 4 = $320 per week.

to get a decent car, say a $15k integra which has done just under 150,000 kms.

15,000 / 320 = 46.875 weeks.

and there's every chance that i'll decide to take a couple shifts off because i'm busy with something else.

so let's just boost that up to about..52 weeks.

OH JOY, IT'S ONE YEAR!
oh, and that's the rate if i don't have uni.
which is probably where i'll be for the most of next year.
so..half the time i'll be busy @ university.

so let's boost that up to..104 weeks.

OH MA GAH! IT'S TWO YEARS!

did somebody say uni fees?

HECS YES!! I LOVE YOU.

add on another 3 years.

wow. 5 years. awesome. i am SO looking forward to that.
great.

monchikit better be up and running ASAP.. i need the cash.

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my mood:
- chem sucks. tyvm


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there's a trend here..

after i began camping at the library everyday i didn't have an exam, i've started mixing with a new crowd.
something i'm not used to, something that i've never really seen before.

i can tell you they aren't asian.

they all mix with the violent kind.
but i've gotten to know them and i know they aren't all that bad.
they're not stupid.
and they're not hostile unless they've got reason to hit you.

but the thing is, i don't want to get myself involved with it all.
i'm happy with my friends who don't talk of bashing people etc. etc.
don't talk of stealing stings etc. etc.
don't talk of sex every single second etc. etc.

after VCE, i'll be off.
i would like to see them again, i just don't want any trouble.

anyhoo. was hanging @ tanhung today again.
so much shiz happened.
verbal fights.
stuff and stuff, but i got a few good laughs, and discounts too.

<3 tan hung.

anyway it's hot.
i think i should be studying for chem or something.

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my mood:
- chem is the worst.


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visually communicating..

1) i like this subject
2) because half the students who do it think it's a bludge sub
3) I CAN DO IT
4) THIS IS MY MOMENT TO SHINE


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my mood:
- suju is just too good.


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so after some quick research..

i think when i type

with

many

lines

like this.

people are more

interested because it's

not like a massive block of text

they're looking at. after surfing a couple

blogs on the net, just scrolling through the numerous

posts, i feel bored to brink of death because the text is just

like one solid block of text which is really hard to read. so think, all bloggers should utilise their blog space effectively otherwise the reader gets tired. i guess i'm really picky with how things are set out, so i sort of know what i'm talking about. apparently i'm weird, i'm not sure how to take it. i mean i can act normal at times, well i do when i'm meeting new people. maybe i just like the attention. but whatever, i am who i am.

anyhoo,

this heat is

killing me slowly

from the inside out, like

a can of baked beans shoved inside

a microwave. and i got vis-com exam tomorrow

YAYAYAYAYAY~ gonna be so fun, then gonna hardcore study

for chemistry. zomg it's hot. time to go downstairs.


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my mood:
- it's hot



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the heat.

the heat is killing me.

and the only reason i woke up at 11:41am this morning was because my room was like a bloody oven.

and so i checked my phone hoping to see an sms from hans saying:

"sorry tloo, i can't be bothered going to the pines."

but instead i got:

"Thomas, 11:45 at pines food court, cyu there!"

..and i went..eugh, ceebs, but i don't wanna leave him hanging coz that's tight.

so up i got, whole house acting as a human oven so that the trolls living down the street could eat my family + thyself.

left the house with an umbrella. best idea all week actually.

walked to the pines under the umbrella, helped so much. if i didnt have the umbrella, i would've been like dehydrated just walking for 2 minutes.
all i could feel was the warm air, couldn't feel the harsh rays trying to dig into my skin which made me feel smart..for once. :)

anyway, this heat is getting ot my head, i should be off.

METHODS CAN DIE..PLEASE! :D

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my mood:
- after methods exams, so pumped for vis-com then chem.



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