current mood: extremely pissed off 4:39pm 30th Sep.

okay, so my parents left my adik and i at home. they think we're responsible enough to look after ourselves.

WRONG.

just then, i took out the rubbish and i asked simon to help wash the dishes. i mean, it's not a big task at hand, but i wouldn't mind him helping me out.

these holidays all he's been doing is sitting in front of the computer playing Maplestory. he wakes up at 7 o'clock and waits for my parents to leave the house and that's when he gets on. 7 o'clock in the morning until about 6 o'clock in the evening is the time he plays from.

i tell him to stop playing and do some studies, and guess what he does.
*clicks onto wikipedia*
copies down, word for word the paragraphs of random articles that aren't even relevant to anything. that's hardly studying. and even then he alt tabs into maplestory and evreytime i come around he makes up some lame excuse like "my friend asked me to go on." or "i'm training my friend." or some other crap like that.

okay, and i'm really really pissed off because i haven't told my parents how long he plays from, and the least he could do is listen to me.

i'm being serious when i say he plays the whole day. not helping out at all is just going too far. when i asked him nicely "can you please wash the dishes" a second time he replies with "shouldn't you do it? it's your day."

at that point..my head almost exploded. after everything i do, i get this from him.

he's not the perfect student either. refuses to study, always has an arrogant tone in his voice, doesn't listen, gets probably the worst marks possible. an average of a C-.

right now, at 4:45pm, he's still playing. he has no life. and i'm so pissed off at him.
i'm going to ignore him, he doesn't deserve to talk to me.

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my dreammmmmmmm.

not only do i wish for this to happen, i also dream about it.
it seems as though each dream fills up another part of the dream as a whole.

_____________ Begin Chapter One: Dreams __________________

initial movement to malaysia:

i walk out of the arrivals bay with one of those trolleys that holds all your luggage.
i walk out in my casual white polo tee and my jeans. the moment i emerge from the arrivals doors, i look about. the airport walls are all made of glass and the radiant sun rays make the airport look extremely welcoming.

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life in malaysia:

i open the door from my house. the cool air from inside the house flows out and tickles my feet; the warm sun and humid air smacks at my skin. after checking the weather i return inside the house to change into a nice pair of shorts and a clean polo tee.
as i walk across the wooden-looking tiled floor, i feel my feet stick to the floor from the sweat. walking towards the door, i reach out and feel the warm door handle; the warmth from outside has conducted through the door handle to inside the house.

i step outside onto the wooden decking. the heat hits me like a lightning strike, the light makes me squint for a moment. i put on a pair of slippers and i walk down the verandah onto the street. the distant hum and buzz of traffic reaches my ear.

i turn around to check the house. nice house. i turn back to the street and walk to the end of the street. just awesome.

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friends in malaysia:

i'm wearing a nice colourful tee; red background with black design on the back and a small tag on the top right corner of the chest. i am also wearing nice clean white shoes and loose fitting jeans which are fraying at the bottom.

i'm at CC.

the group of friends i'm hanging out with are a mix of malaysia's population. malay, chinese, indian. as we walk around looking for a nice place to eat, i look around, remembering the sounds of a busy shopping mall.
passing each shop allows the air conditioners to blow at us. the chilling feeling contrasted by the warm and humid air reveals an old memory; a century old memory.

we find ourselves in the food court. rows and rows of round tables arranged neatly. most of which are occupied by hungry people of all ages, sizes, races.
the group of us move towards a couple tables and move them closer together. we disperse to buy food from a various restaurants.

i walk over to the KFC - so typical of me. i wait in line, slowly inching forward as each customer is served. the young chinese girl behind the cash register asks me:
"what would you like to order?"
that malaysian accent causes a tirade of memories to flow before my eyes. happy, joyful, memorable.

i order a nice chicken burger with fries and a drink. i look around, the bustle of the food court summons more memories.
after being served, i walk back to the table previously arranged by us. one by one, all of them emerge. we open up our meals, share them around, make jokes making us almost spit out the contents of our full mouths.

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night-out-with-friends in malaysia:

after washing off the sweat from earlier in the day playing sports with friends with a well deserved shower, i get ready for a night out with the gang. i dress nicely, a pink-striped shirt with a plain white tee underneath. i fold up the sleaves into neat little cuffs. i wear my typical white shoes and i also get some nice jeans. branded, neat and new.

i leave the house, greeted by the humble buzz of the busy night life in malaysia. there is the slightest hint of heat and the warm wind cools and warms me at the same time. the sky is alight with stars, the vastness clear without a cloud in sight. i take a walk.

i arrive at the shopping mall to find a couple friends already waiting. we make small chat until all of us has arrived. every one of them dressed neatly and casually. we leave the shopping complex to stroll through the streets. the fluorescent lights light the side walk. the oily smells of restaurants at their peak service hang about. i lead the group around the corner; the corner shop is lit up by the same bluish-white fluorescent lights. the neon board above the shop entrance is lit up with green text on a white background. there are a few tables scattered out the front of the shop, each with it's own umbrella. each table big enough to fit 4 people.
we arrange the tables togehter as before, hopefully the shop keeper doesn't mind. we sit and chat for a couple minutes. someone exits the shop and asks for our orders. excellent. i order beef rendang; my favourite. after my order, i look around. the other tables are now almost full. the surrounding noise gradually increases with the chatter of friends and family. inside the shop, there are rows of people ordering take-away. i laze back, half listening on what the group is saying.
the shop has excellent service. within 10 minutes all out meals are out of the kitchen and we happily share around what we have.
the beef cut into rough strips shines with a nice oily gleam. the rice on which it sits tinged red; for decoration, there is a small leaflet of coriander. the combination of mee and rice dishes makes my stomach grumble.

we eat in joyous victory. we have conquered our stomachs.

after eating we walk back to the shopping complex to finish our night off with some online gaming. damn fun. a night filled with laughs and happiness.

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night market in malaysia:

i felt as though i needed some time alone. after a nice dinner with my roommates in the house we shared, sharing the rent helps ALOT, i decided to shower and get ready for a lone night out. the night wasn't as humid as the usual, the heat was still there. i opted for a plain red patterned tee, some jean-shots and some slippers.

after leaving the house, the click-clacking of my slippers filled the street. the buzz of town was subtle.

walking through the streets in the warmth of the night i reflected. this is what i want. this is how i should be living. i should be grateful i have all these things, grateful my parents sent me over here. from this i've made so many friends, this is my heaven for now.

eventually reaching the end of the street, i walk past rows and rows of shops filled with food items. the aromas from the restaurants linger and jab at my nose - yummy.
i reach the night market. the sound of sizzling meat on portable bbqs is audible. the hagglers shouting at the tops of their voices fill the air. i wander past a few stalls, each with barrels stacked to the brim with different products. cheap soap, toys, clothes, food.
as i walk through the market, i fade in and out of thought. am i really here? the thought strikes me with a jolt of fear. if this isn't real, it's a nightmare. sending me into my heaven and for it to not be real is saddenning.
i pinch myself a few times..hard. nothing happens, except for a nice red mark appearing on my arm.

i walk home. i must be sleeping. living in malaysia is my heaven; it's all i ever wanted.

____________ End of Chapter One: Dreams __________________


just the thought of that makes me feel so nice. what more could you ask for?
comfortable weather, friends, happiness.




- i will update it when i have dreamt/thought about the next part of my dream.

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now that i think about friends.

very very very recently, this subject came up.

after further thinking, i realised i have very few close friends. i mean, everyone hangs out with everyone else and you are all friends to a certain extent.

but then if you think past that point, when you think about CLOSE friends the numbers become extremely small.

it doesn't matter what race they are, what colour their skin is, where they live, how old they are..

a close friend is a friend forever.


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video editssss

so playing around with sony vegas, i was able to..(with some help of internet tutorials on THE youtube)..create some really cool text effects.

at the moment, i have no videos to edit, and therefore i cannot show my full potential. yes i was playing around with old footage so i don't want to repeat a video..with new editting because that's just lame.

anyone want their video editted?!

i'll be here ;)

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funniest stuff you will come across in a while.

okay, so, let's talk jobs.
just say you're a waiter;
if you're going to take someone's order, what do you say?
do you say something like this:



i'm guessing you would. unless you're special. ;)

so, how about..a bra shop?



giving friendly advice is good n' all, but this is just freakin' funny.

maybe..if you're lost for words you could say something like..this..



*look at the verfication band* ;)

that's right..youtube put the naughty word in as a verification code.

i hope everyone is having a nice day. :)

ciao semua

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TRIP TO CAMMERAYSSS~

i just got back, so sleepy. i will re-edit later tomorrow or tonight if i can be bothered. @_@

actuallayzzz, i got some footage of the trip, so maybe i'll edit that now since i'm fricken bored!!

hope you didn't miss me..hahahaha as if anyone would xD

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okay okay i'm back. instead of typing it all out, watch what happened for yourself. :)

http://www.lepak.tv/play.php?vid=2559

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missing for a day and a bit + my thoughts

okay, so i'm going to some place called cammeray waters resort..I THINK!

i'm leaving just after lunch, and then my family and i are driving up to this place. atm it's raining..so i'm not sure how comfy and cosy it's gonna be.

i will be back on the sunday at night, so i'll see you then.

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i keep thinking of malaysia. everytime i'm on youtube and i come across a video from malaysia i think of how good the weather is, how great the people are.

i mean, i haven't lived there for alot of my life, so it's just one of those things you dream will stay special.

i dream of living in malaysia.

just the other day i came across this vid:



ajam + amirul at 1utama rooftop futsal. (btw the person laughing is amirul)
they look as though they're having such a fun time..i mean they are, futsal..that's one of the most fun sports alive. they're laughing..laughing is always good. they're around friends..friends are important..VERY important.

i just look at that and wow, makes me wish so hard i lived in msia.


i will update with new pictures after i get back from this "holiday"
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LOL IN THE MAIL~

so, looky what i got in the mail.



happy birthday to me..(?)





btw, that signature is printed on. so much for sentimental value




and..er..i gotta fill that out.. @_@

great day today. still..didn't do anything interesting.

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everything i touch dies.

Short blog.
Trying to help Xiu Ming and Daniel's relationship.
Initially, I thought I was actually helping.

Today, the worst thing that could happen in a relationship, has happened.

ALL MY FAULT.

I have to take all the blame, I must take all the blame. It's my fault.

Sorry for everyone's lives that I've screwed up.

I'm sorry.

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fear is good.

i'll keep this short and simple.

another one of my friends amanda was getting extremely suicidal, over a love issue.
not dissimilar to riku.

she didn't have pills..as riku did.

so she went for heat activated hair curling spray. she decided to drink it.

she did that..and vomitted it all out. she didn't continue because she was scared.

thank God she didn't die.

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yay for the first day of holidays...*not*

it's 12:14pm, and i haven't had lunch yet.

maybe i'll go to the pines?

i actually think i will go to the pines and get myself some lunch. read some books, then buy myself some yummy chips and i'll eat them when i get home.

i'll edit this post after i get back.

-edit-

..it was like a fricken torrent of badness.

the least of my initial worries was finding my red polo tee. since i wanted to out to the pines right?..right..

i haven't found it yet. but as i returned to my room to email my parents asking if they needed me to do any grocery shopping..it started to rain.

FRICKEN HAYELL.

and i also wanted to do my hair, right..so i left it half wet because if you do your hair first, then put a shirt/hoodie on, chances are it screws up.
but because it started raining..i couldn't really be bothered doing it up - still, i had to dry my hair.

so i hopped into the bathroom and turned the damn thing on..half way through my session..BLACKOUT~

so there goes my hair drying session.

oh..so i'm meant to microwave my lunch. JOYOUSED OCCASION! no electricity, and thus no power for the microwave to work.

turning out reallllllll crap.

but..

..there's more!

i had to make maggi mi for lunch..i have it too often so it's a bit..eugh..

..yum.. *vomits*

okay okay, so i had my lunch. so i'm about..2 minutes away from finishing up my noodles..GUESS WHAT?!

electricity goes back on..

-__-

so now i'm here, complaining about it. but i'm not really phased by it.
i had nothing better to do anyway.

oh, and call me paranoid, the moment the electricity ran off, i went to find simon, and i looked towards the switchboard outside my house. you know in all those freaky movies, the power goes out because some thugs are gonna break into the house and kill you or something. yeah..that's why i looked at the switchboard.

haha, okay, i'm paranoid. i'm gonna try do some biology work.

ciao

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dreammmmmm.

this isn't a dream goal per se, but instead a "real" dream.

i had this dream.

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i was on drugs or something and i was slumped on the street. then some guy said to me "do you want to make some money?"
i was low on money at that time, or so it seemed, so i said yes.

i was knocked out for what seemed like a normal sleep. when i woke up, i was outside this institution..in america. it was a chinese orphanage/institution type building.

being the curious person i am, i walk in to find out more. before i can get in, i'm pulled back by someone or something. blacked out again.

i wake again to the sound of voices. when i open my eyes, i see a group of people searching over a map of the city. they quickly inform me of what i have to do.

i get dropped off in front of the institution. instinctively i climb a ladder, trying to hide. the ladder leads onto a balcony which allows me to see everything. the tall old fashion builing with peeling grey paint, the small chinese children playing in the courtyard, the other smaller buildings, rooms of some sort.
i continue to move along the balcony and find another ladder. without thinking, i descend on the ladder to meet the ground floor. i was told to meet with one of the elders of the complex. easily finding one, i was asked what my age, ethnicity, birthday and all - i was given this information beforehand so my real identity wasn't given away.

after the "administrative" documents were filled in, i was lead into one of the smaller buildings. it looked like a house frm the inside. i was further led into one of the rooms where there were 3 kids sitting around making a lot of noise. the room was illuminated by the yellow globe, a small covering directing the light downwards. the walls were peeling just like the main building. the colour of the walls, i do not know, the globe made everything a yellow tinge.
the little kids looked as if they were about 7 or 8 years old. i looked out of place.
i was given a sort of chinese robe, shoes and socks. all were white pieces of clothing. there were kids running around topless too. it seemed like an okay place.

5 minutes before sunset i am meant to escape the complex.

-5 minutes before sunset-

i quietly move from my "housing building" and walk backwards to the ladder to the balcony. i scan the courtyard..there's a distant chatter between some children far off. i make my move.
i quickly climb the ladder and hop over the protecting rail onto the balcony. i move to the wall where no-one can see me.

i drop down the ladder on the other side of the building. once i hit the ground, i scan the ground again. nothing moves. i run for my life and jump the high white painted concrete fence.

i run down the street, as fast as possible. i run and i wait.
no siren, no loud noises, nothing chasing me.

a shiny black van pulls up beside me as i take a rest in a group of shrubs. i pull myself out of the shrubs and walk into the van.

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next mission. to get into the complex again and to contact the "group" without being detected.
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i get dropped off next to the institution again.

i jump the concrete fence and stroll in. all the kids are sleeping i assume. i walk to the toilets and flush, pretending i had actually gone to the toilet. i casually stroll to the housing complex i was registered to. i lay on the bed in the room i was in the day before.

a siren blares.

all the children around me hop out of bed and stand erect next to their beds. i quickly do the same. one of the nurses walks in. her clipboard tells me that there's a role call coming up. she calls out the names of each of the children and each replies with a sharp "dao" meaning present.
before my name is called, the nurse pauses and questions my presence last night. i reply that i got lost and i rested in one of the other rooms. she give's me a glare and matter-of-factly states that there were no extras in any of the other rooms. i pause and ask if i can go to the toilet. i slowly leave the building complex, and make a run for it.
a huge chorus of screams follow me. i run for the concrete wall. after clearing the wall, the children cease to chase me. weird, but i still run as fast as i can.

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i am walking past a few streets full of houses. the run from the institute tires me. i remember something from the night before. a few more steps and i should be there. there it is. the laptop.
i turn it on. the grey metal makes the laptop look heavy; it's incredibly light. the start up is extremely quick. there are no functions on the desktop. only a type of messenger. it is already logged onto an anonymous account. the alias names of the group are already registered with the messenger. desperate to get out of the situation, i call a random name.
"where are you?"
"can't say"
"why?"

my mind flicks over past memories. a vision of some undercover agent listening in on my conversation appears. he hears everything we say and the IP that supports the messenger voice call can be traced.

"just stay there okay? i'll get you in a sec"
"alright."

sure enough, a car parks in front of me and i get bumped into by the three people who have evacuated the car. they push me into the wall of the nearest house and usher me to climb the ladder that coincidentally appears.
3 of us lie flat on the roof of the house and look down. there are two large blue plastic barrels on either side of the car. the remaining group member proceeds to open the barrels and throws in a block of opaque solids. he makes a run for the ladder and lays on the roof with us.

two people in black suits walk past the car. the make calls simultaneously and come back to inspect the car. the barrels explode with a frightening loud noise. i look down. the liquid in the barrels seem to be boiling and spit out huge bubbles of substance onto the two men. they scream in pain, their faces red with burnt skin. one of the agents spots my head and climbs the ladder. we try make a run for it, but as i look back, i see his face staring back at mine.

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i am at a family reunion, some of the people i don't know, but i still try to blend in. one of the people from the group discreetly points to uncle mabu. he's a large man, fat, filipino, wearing a hawaiian shirt and his black sweat pants, with his dark hair tied up in a pony tail.

a group member whispers: "that's the guy we stole the four hundred thousand from."

i stare at him in awe. four..hundred..thousand..

i whisper back, still watching my uncle greeting the newcomers: "what do you mean 'we'? i didn't know we were stealing from my uncle."
he's gone.

i make for the door. it's locked. i walk back into the main room and hide beside the pane of distorted glass. he won't be able to tell it's me or that i'm here... i hope.

my dad walks to the door, i'm guessing we have to leave early. "YES! i'm going to get out of here," i think to myself.

my dad walks out, i follow and as the fly screen is about to slam behind me, uncle mabu speaks.
"tom, i know what you did. i'm not going to hold a grudge against you because i do not have conclusive evidence that you did what you did. that agent saw your face."

i look back. "uncle mabu, i didn't know i was invovled in this robbery. they sent me to this institution..some chinese institution. they made me run in and out, running for my life. i got paid off $10,000 for doing that. i thought it was a good deal. how was i supposed to know they were planning something else?"

he looks at me forelornly. and sighs. "the institution is where i keep my money. it's my cover. the group that had you do what you did are called the '____'."
(their name consists of silence)

i pause for a few seconds, then leave.

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that's my dream of last night. and what's curious is..that the average person's dream only lasts for 2 to 3 seconds. how can my brain comprehend all this in 2 or 3 seconds?!

i don't get it.


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last day of school

last day of school..
so..my ankle is pretty much okay. i did PE and played european handball. and woot, i scored one point.

ummm, what's next. oh yes, the weather.

today marks PERFECT weather. during PE is wasn't too cold, but it wasn't too hot as to get me soaking with sweat.

after PE, went to recess..

ngyum ngyum ngyum ngyum ngyum ngyum ngyum ngyum~

two coles-brand kit-kats. and those corn flaky biscuit thingys. dunno what they're called..but meh.

after recess, i had a double period of biology. JOYOUS!!~!!

not..

had a test..ON THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. for biology..a unit 3/4 subject.

but after that was done..i was free. chinese..watched some crazy TV show where it's hosted by angmor (amor) and they speak chinese..fluently.
accounting was fun. had a sub. everyoen was walking around checking out what everyone else was doing.

ummmm..end of school.

went to play soccer. was getting picked up at..3:30PM. that was kinda fun.

got home, showered, youtubed, surfed the net, got ready. yay~
drove to youth group. and it was all about working out youth anniversary stuff.
it was awesome. brainstorming with friends. then after tht was done, went outside for a bit of street futsal. it wasn't chillingly cold, but it wasn't warm either.

it was perfect.

perfect the whole day.

AWESOME~

after youthgroup i'm home again. msn, music.

HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!!!

bangsa malaysia.

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filling in the gaps.

so i haven't posted a blog for a couple days now.

but.

- yesterday had school concert

spent the whole fricken day in the city. from..9AM to 11PM.

first off went to the singing rehearsals, then a group of asians walked to MC to check session times. but they weren't to our liking. so we trammed to crown casino. and we decided to watch "TROPIC THUNDER"
the movie wasn't on until 2pm so we decided to eat first. i went to order some KFC burger..yummmmm!
we still had about an hour left, so we went to galactic circus to see sam soh vs. jacky sing in a pool battle.

after the epic battle..s.soh flukishly won..we went to see our movie.

WORST MOVIE EVER MADE..okay maybe not the worst..but damn..worst storyline and screenplay i've seen this year.
jokes were not cool. some parts were a bit disturbing. gah. suckish.

after the movie, we went past the food court to get to the arcade. OH, we met the other asian gang - tuckseng, hans, bryan and dlee.

yeah, so we all went to galactic circus. we stayed there for a good 2 and a half hours.

at galactic circus you have buy those cards..you refill them with money then swipe the machine and it deducts money from your card.

there's also the option..pay $15 for unlimited plays for one hour. so we all pitched in a couple dollars and we got ourselves a card between about 7 people.

so we ran about the place swiping the machines we wanted to play and then passed the card onto the next person. INITIAL D FTW~

after the first hour had finished..two curry munchers..NO JUST KIDDING!!! akshaye and ashutosh..however you spell it walked in. so we ended up buying another two cards. because they put in some gay time out thing where you have to wait 30 seconds in between each swipe.

so that was still cool.

saw some guy para-para dancing..he's good, but in public..it's a bit..*stares*

so yeah, that's what happened yesterday.

hope i'm filling in the gaps of my life.

stayed up till 1am last night..chatting to xiuming, fariq, shaf and daniel. anyone else? o.o

oh..and to keep with the tradition of my blog, at the moment, i'm feeling quite sleepy..and i got a biology test on the last day of school...lame much?..YES..FRICKEN LAME.

and, i'm just on MSN..ooh, tucks and i being idiots on msn again. :o

we win~

ciao readers.


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malaysian unity ay?

i've heard about a candidate in the UMNO who claims that chinese malaysians do not deserve equal rights to malays.

there goes malaysian unity~

no more to say.


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Wake up Riku.

i thought i'd have a fun day today. but no.

one of my friends decided to try and take his own life today.
shin and i didn't know what was wrong. the very last thing he said to me was:



he overdosed.

let me tell you all about riku.

i met him on a game. maplestory.
after i quit, i gave him one of my accounts. but our friendship wasn't solely based on maplestory.

we added each other on msn and from there we became good friends. we talked about everyday stuff. we talked about girls. we talked about the things we liked or didn't like. it was all fun and games for us.

only recently we stopped chatting. it was really my fault for not chatting to him. i had alot of schoolwork and i shouldn't have neglected a friend.

then sometime after he went to korea to do national service. i had no contact with him during that time.

and today. only today he comes onto msn. the last i ever heard of him is what he said up there.

riku was an awesome friend. friendly, comforting. all you'd ever ask for in a good friend.

shin is in hawaii so she couldn't stop riku. we didn't know what he was thinking, what happened. we were helpless.

right now, he's in a coma. in hospital.



wake up soon. friends for life~
never be forgotten.


in tears, love tom.


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i've been proven i have true friends.

so at school, all the asians bunch together, because
a) we're cool like that
b) asians are a closely knit community
c) MULTICULTURALISM!!

anyway, i was being all whingey about my ankle. and today i thought i'd play a little bit at lunch.

so there i was, going up to the goals with the ball.

jacky sing of year 11 at c********* ******* school slid tackled me. JOY~

he conincidentally slid into my injured ankle. so after getting tackled i was down for the count.

the pain was excruciating..no EXCRUCIATING

i THOUGHT it had healed, but it ends up it didn't.

so linking back to my contention (title) a few of my friends came to help me up. *Looks at Dean Wan* dean massaged my ankle a bit and helped me up. i mean seriously, when do people do that kind of thing?

dean wan, you're cool~

and there's also one other who's quite funny. his name starts with a Tuck and ends with a Seng, oh can't forget the Ngun.
every biology lesson we act like idiots, but who cares..who cares about VCE, who cares what other people think? when you're having fun, there's nothing else like it.

btw, there's a shah fariq who also counts in my life. his computer suffered an attack of BSOD, and you all know what that dos (gettit? dos = MS-Dos? hahah so funny!!) okay okay, anyway. his computer just died..literally. BUT!

BUTTT!

he went to all the trouble to find a way to get back on apart from taking it to the repair shop to happy birthday me. yeahhhhh..who does that? exactly.
tryign to get back on after getting raped by BSOD takes a smart brain. ei fariq, why so smart for?!
everyone else wished me happy birthday. but fariq's only way of communication with me is through the internet. my CDMA phone sucks and i can't call him =/.
but seriously..all that trouble to happy birthday me. it's one of the better things that happened to me.

these three people are one of the reasons why i go to school everyday. i mean, it's not that i don't appreciate every one of my other friends.

it's just recently, these three have stood out more than the rest. recent as in extremely recent.

so, that's what's on today.


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