Thursday, October 30, 2008

i'm going to school tomorrow.

tomorrow is my free day because i'm meant to have one day off before exams.

but my exam is actually on monday, so a free day on sunday would be pointless since i won't be at school anyway. so they moved it to friday.

right now i'm tired as a tired bi***. (The *** stands for 'ker'.)
bikers get tired you know...

anyway, i'm gonna go to school tomorrow otherwise i'm gonna feel a bit insecure doing nothing at home. also my biology teacher told the class we'd be getting additional info.

so that's why i'm going.

time for me to jalan.
ttyls



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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

this post is just random okay.

1. Your phone model?
~ i think it's homebrand phone. doesn't use simcard. :o

2. A picture of it?
~ well, i don't know the brand, can't find a pic sorry. @_@

3. How many times did your phone get tortured by you?
~ eh..torture my phone..? who tortures their phone?!

4. Which part of your handphone you hate the most and why?
~ size and functionality. it's as big as my butt, and my butt is massive. functionality, worst of its kind.

5. Like the most and why?
~ it's ability to call people.

6. If you're given a chance to change your phone colour, what would it be?
~ invisible!

7. What icon do you click the most?
~ the on and off button

8. What else to change to become a perfect handphone?
~ make it extremely small

9. You need a handphone because...?
~ well the thing is, i don't need one. i just borrow people's phone off the street. if they don't lend me. i pull out my knife.

HAHAHAH your faces..funny.
no i'm kidding. i just ask some friends if they can lend.

10. Who bought this phone for you?
~ Dad + Mum

11. With the total amount of your hand phone price, what could you buy others than handphones?
~ a lot of polo tees so i can practice my fabric paints when i get them.

12. Is your hand phone model popular in the market?
~ HAHAHAHAHHAH worst question for my kind of phone.

13. Describe yourself as a smart hand phone user?
~ well..no

14. How often do you charge your phone?
~ once a month.

15. Estimate, how long could your hand phone survive?
~ probably another 10 years at the rate it's going now.

16. Actually are you interested in phones?
~ yes, but not MY phone specifically.

17. Are you happy with your phone condition now?
~ there's nothing wrong with it. but it's huge; so i hate it.

18. Every morning, what is the first thing you do with your handphone?
~ ignore it.

19. Imagine someone takes your phone away for 1 day. What would happen?
~ well, if i knew someone took my phone, i'd go find them because you know, i don't like my things getting stolen. but if i knew they would give it back..absolutely nothing would happen.

20. No handphone no life. Agree or bullshit? Explain.
~ BS because my phone sucks so much, i hardly use it

21. Tag 6 sexy phone users:
Ming, Ming, Ming, Ming, XiuMing and Ming.

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some people are more equal than others.

a few people rise above the rest.

i love them greatly.
with all my heart.
irreplacable.
vital.
a part of me.



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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

2 day filler.

so, nothing actually happened over these past few days.
just studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying studying and a bit more studying.

damn boring. once my bio exam is over, i'm gonna chill and find out what kinds of paints are worth using for custom tee designs.

okay, more studies now.

i will blog quite a bit more after exams, not saying that i don't have time now, i'm just mega sleepy.


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Sunday, October 26, 2008

first knowing taste of malaysia this year. possibly.

so today's sunday. my mum was getting all worried because she wants my whole family to get a really nice outfit for the dinner with all the relatives.

so i went out. my brother stayed home..studying..i think. (he's lazier than me)

i got into the car.. *looks at temperature control*

tom: 31 DEGREES?! holy moly.

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so yeah, it's hot today. i'm studying..how fun. also eating this:



damn it's nice.


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Saturday, October 25, 2008

i want to do this and that, but i can't.

well, i want to go make some food, but i'm scared i'll spend too much time on it.
i want to study right now, because EVERYTIME after it, i regret not spending enough time on it.

so i got my biology papers in front of me. i'll read through them once, and then i will take a break. that way i won't feel as insecure.

anyway, alot of people have started making blogs. now that's cool.

badminton was pretty good this morning. my whacking skills were adequate. but i was still sleepy.

okay, i gotta start this before i pass out. i'm extremely tired.


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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

getting anxious. + random stuff.

okay, my plans for malaysia.

staying in malaysia for 3 weeks.
1st week: ipoh
2nd and 3rd week: KL

1st week, i plan to meet fariq. anxious yes, but who cares, i know so much about him already - it's as if i've met him since..forever.

2nd and 3rd week, i plan to go to the trance event by the name of MASSIVE, which may be hindered due to unforseen circumstances, staying in ipoh too long blah blah blah.

i want to meet up with THF Malaysia..because, if i'm in THF, obviously i wanna meet people who are in the group.. :o

fariq also going to KL, gonna be damn freakin' awesome fun.

i'm gonna buy alot of clothes. and shoes, and..stuff..and..gadgets..and the list goes on.

but after exams..woo, i'm gonna be so pumped.

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so, you know how i've kinda finished my shirt? i decided to put a trademark symbol on it, i guess i'll put it on all my shirts from now on. unless i'm making it for someone else.



as you can see, the '卢' is on the left sleeve. i COULD have put it on the right, but i didn't. because i'm left handed.

did someone say barbie?! WHERE BARBIE?!
okay okay, my mum works for mattel; the toy company. that's the reason why i get barbie merchandise. i get hotwheels merch too, but the barbie blanket is seriously warm for those intensely cold nights in melbourne.

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held an EXTREMELY intelligable conversation with the almighty jenn.

- tomloo says:
it's a disgusting thought to know you have jacky oil on you..but sadly, it's true
ღ jэииiғэя says:
ahha
ღ jэииiғэя says:
yea
ღ jэииiғэя says:
why are we so mean to him?
- tomloo says:
we're stating facts..
ღ jэииiғэя says:
mean ones
- tomloo says:
facts will be facts :)
ღ jэииiғэя says:
but you guys give him so much shit for it
- tomloo says:
no
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yes
- tomloo says:
no
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ღ jэииiғэя says:
FREWAKING HELL
ღ jэииiғэя says:
ICANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
ღ jэииiғэя says:
OMGS
ღ jэииiғэя says:
JFDSLKFSD
- tomloo says:
lol, i win ;)
ღ jэииiғэя says:
\fin
ღ jэииiғэя says:
*fine

-end convo-

ciao for now~

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

dilema on a grand scale.

no, this post is not about some world wide domination, BUT, something almost as important, if not more.

as i'm sitting on the toilet this morning, i ask my mother if i can go to "Massive" which is a dance event which is to be held in KL, 20th Oct.

now the thing is, i was going to get a pre-ordered VIP through sarah. WAS GOING TO.

until my mum tells me "first week we're going to be staying with 'mai-guang' (uncle).
so i'm like: yeah that's cool, that's cool.

"he lives in ipoh"

"WHAT THE HAYELL?! SO FAR FROM KL?!" <-- first thing i said.

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it's not that i don't want to go to ipoh, it's just that there's an extremely high chance of me missing Massive.

don't get me wrong. ipoh seems really cool, fariq's hometown, he's told me so much about it. i'll be there for one week, and i leave melbourne on the 12th December.

12 + 7 = 19th of December going to KL. if i allow for one day allowance,

18>19<20 = CAN YOU SEE THE 20?! if i get to KL on that day, i might be so tired i'll be too lazy to get to massive even though i so desperately want to go.

Ipoh. if fariq is still in ipoh when i'm there, he may take me around. if he's in KL already, sucks2bme.

SO.

i have concluded, that WHEN i get to KL, i'll just buy the tickets at the door. BUT WAIT!

there's more.

THF Malaysia got invited to the VIP. if i buy a ticket at the door, no VIP for me.
i also want to go to massive because it's one of the few chances i'll get to meet THF as a whole.

ah, everything has kinda gone down the toilet. plans screwed up.

i'm a bit pissed off. but i should be grateful because it's not my money.



if i can meet fariq in ipoh. i win.
if i can meet fariq in ipoh, and get to KL in time for Massive and also meet THF. i win again.



you know..meeting new people is always an anxious thing. so naturally, i'm anxious.

this trip may turn out better or worse than expected. only time will tell.


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Monday, October 20, 2008

oh, 20th of october?

update for saturday:
being bodoh on msn with fariq. used the sound recording tool on msn. fun fun fun. i was from alaska and fariq was from zimbabwe.

ummm, i was a bit sore from thunder hockey, indoor soccer on friday and then badminton on saturday.

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so, i'm feeling much happier at school. not only because the weather is getting nicer, but it seems as though my friends are getting friendlier.



um, i'm trying to persuade my cousins to join THF Australia. currently there's only me, and damien. damien is freakin' young and i don't want a really young group.

but i also have to keep in mind that there's a maximum of 20 members for the group. my brother can sort of shuffle, so he can join if he likes.

so what's that..

-me
-mike
-dave
-sim
-damien

oh, so 15 more places. it's enough. because those people just there can actually shuffle. simon shufflig? pfft, i know. but he can..sort of. if he joins, i'll have to advise him while someone else advises me.
mike is one year younger than me, while dave is about 2 years younger than simon.
moonboy much? :P

ummm, i also made a song on saturday. i actually put a bit of effort into it this time.

you can check it out at my youtube channel: www.youtube.com/iShareMusic
or my myspace music chan (which i doubt i will be able to sustain): www.myspace.com/tommakesmusic


so, yeah, i'll take the days on as they come. malaysia here i come!!


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Saturday, October 18, 2008

an image within an image.



SUPPORT THE CAUSE~

ei fariq. i love this picture. ;)


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Friday, October 17, 2008

thomasloo's own clothesline much?



phase 1: under construction.



phase complete: embroider a bit messy, but my first piece of custom clothing.

*proud*

ciao buddys

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

filler no.3.

okay okay, i'm sorry for posting so many fillers. i just don't have the time to really blog about anything really interesting.

but this one should hold a substantial amount of information.

so, yesterday, editted a video for fariq. that was fun, trying out some new editting skills.

anyway, i've been thinking (as i do very often. ) during period 4 or 5, i look at the clock and say to myself: "hayyy~ almost finished school." and that keeps me pumped for the rest of lunch and the last 3 periods.
for all you people who don't attend my school, we have 8 periods a day. lame i know.

oh, btw, i hate school. i think i've kind of made it a habit to say it now.

i chatted to riya, talked about cars, education and out goals in life. it's not very often someone asks you this type of question, but hey, she asked me. ;)

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today:

so, school was only so so. hot and stinky and i had to re-use a shirt because i kinda lost them all @_@

got picked up at 3:30pm for the first time in my life. thanks mum i love you.

got home, checked my emails, did my vis-com work which i am quite proud of. it's basic sketching of ideas but i think it looks nice.

i've also come to realise i hate a few more things in people.
1) i hate ignorant people. you know the kind of person who is your "friend", walks past you and knowingly doesn't acknowledge your presence? i have a feeling people who do this have some sort of cacat mindset that the person who initiates a conversation is "needy, petty and desperate" for a chat. i know this because that's how i used to be on MSN. i didn't talk to people because i thought other people would find me quite annoying and desperate for a chat. but it's not. it's just not.

2) i hate people who, if they don't get what they want, talk shit behind your back. i mean seriously. there's this guy at my school right. i have the soccer ball and he calls out to me. i pass to someone else and he starts chatting to a friend of mine. as i walk over i hear "but he's a good kid." from my friend.
if it's referring to me, it's spot on. the fact that he used the word "but" means that the person who i didn't kick the ball to said some shit about me.
NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT THE SOCCER BALL YOU SELFISH PERSON.
i'm just sick of people who goes around people's backs. pisses the hell out of me.

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okay, on a lighter note. i like malaysia. i got my passport, and i looked at the "citizen" section. undoubtedly it said "Australian"
jokingly i said to my mum "Heyyy, they got it wrong, I'm not Australian, I'm Malaysian."
she rants on about how people are trying to get out of malaysia and i'm still trying to be a malaysian citizen. she truly hates malaysia's government because of its unfairness to the chinese.

i said on a LIGHTER note, i didn't say it was gonna be good news. :P

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Monday, October 13, 2008

filler, 2nd in a row.

atm, i got chinese in front of me, needs to be completed. ASAP!

so this should be short and quick and fai (canto)

i feel 100% about my biology exam, since today we had to correct our practice exams from last week, i did relatively okay.
i feel 80% about my biology factsheet, A) because i knew i got some wrong already and B) i don't actually like biology

i feel 1000000000% about the trip to malaysia.

everyday, i just think about it. i dunno what'll happen after i come back from malaysia.

but i'll take it as it comes.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

blog filler. feelings.

time and time again, i forget that i should blog about my feelings at the time of post. but i haven't
so here's another one of them.

so right now, 9:39pm.

feeling 100% pumped for my biology TEST tomorrow, not exam.
feeling 100% happy because talking to people on msn is nice. especially the ones you're gonna visit at the end of the year. ^_~
feeling 100% refreshed after having a nice shower.
feeling 100% satisfied after...you know...eating dinner. (not..you know..the other one..)
feeling 100% studious because i'm about to write up a cheat sheet and it's only 9:41pm now. i got 2 hours till i sleep.

so those are my feelings atm. :)


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Thursday, October 9, 2008

come here..i have to tell you something..

..about myself.
for those who don't know about me, i'll keep it quick.

Full name: Thomas Ho Kit Loo
Birthdate: 28th August, 1991
Place of Birth: Australia

so, that's the brief intro for all your flicker-byers; if there even are any.

anyway.
i love all types of music, especially trance, techno and classical. i mean there's not one genre of music that i wouldn't mind listening to. okay, i lie. i hate 'screamo,' which is probably the most ****** up genre of music ever created.

likes and dislikes in general.

i value friends as the most important thing on this earth. spiritually, someone else.

i dislike inconsiderate people, even though i am quite inconsiderate myself, because all they think about is themselves. they talk about all this crap at you, and some of it may break your self esteem. it has happened to me before; people rant about this and that, and then you look at yourself and compare yourself to them and realise that they're not happy with what achievements they're ranting on about, while you're just sitting there thinking: 'wow i'm shit compared to him/her.'

my emotions in general.

alot of the time i like to talk about my emotions, but being so open isn't a good thing in some cases. there are two distinct people i have come to know:

the listener:
always a good person, considerate, caring, loving. also values friends. the listener is a great friend in almost all cases and if you ever come across a listener, hold on to him/her and never let go.

the speaker:
fuelled by a spur-of-the-moment attitude. these people prove to be good friends, but sometimes they're wild actions make them look like bad people. even though sometimes these people act erractically, they can be quite rewarding in terms of friendship. if you find a speaker, get to know them better, there are variants to this type of person.

so, now that's out of the way.
NOTE: i made them up. from my experiences that's why i know.

i will only tell my emotions to someone i value close to my heart. it's just one of those personal things you know..? yeah you know. ;)

so what's next.

not much really.

what am i you ask?
well, i feel as though i'm in between the listener and speaker, maybe more towards the listener side. this is because:
a) i speak my mind..ALOT, hence the tinge of being a speaker
b) if any one of my friends is feeling down, i will obligatorily ask them if they want to talk about anything. i haven't realised now that i am a listener, but i just did.. heyy that's cool. ;)

________________________________

i'm back againn!

now with my dislikes:

first of all, i can't stand racists. ALL of them. you don't need an explanation.



artwork courtesy of Fariq. nice clear wording, good intentions; brilliant.

and second of all, i hate people who get extremely physical to asert their dominance. fine, if you wanna be dominant, there are other ways to do it. but sometimes, there are people who don't care how you feel and just whack you for no reason.

there's one guy at my school who does it. his name is -blank- -blank-. at times he's quite friendly, but at other times he just pisses me off so much. everytime i think of him, this hate swells in my belly. i don't know whether to stay friends, or not. on multiple occassions i have told him not to hit me, but guess what?! he doesn't. and that pisses the hell out of me.

-end of session 2-

okay, i need to start chinese homework.
i'm gonna update this thing too. so yeahh~

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

music.

yeahhhh, i haven't really been blogging lately. because:
a) i'm lazy
b) i'm fat
c) i'm not motivated to write anything
d) nothing really happened.

BUT.

i just thought of something.

music..

if music didn't exist, where would we be?

i love all music, okay not all, but most.

it's always nice to have someone to talk to about music, someone with similar tastes. you know when you meet someone, and both of you are going through the same kind of thing? the feeling of relatedness between yourselves gives people that extra bit of hope that keeps them going.

_________________

accounting test, woot. gonna study!

if i type things out, it actually helps my learning. so um.

Balance Day Adjustments..alright.
Balance Day Adjustments are done at the end of the reporting period.

3 Types of BDA:
- Accrued
- Prepaid expenses
- Depreciation

okay, that's pretty much all i need to know.

oh wait no.

um

BDA applies the reporting period principle to ensure relevance in the accounting reports.

yeahhhhh now i'm done.

tomloo, signing out.

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Monday, October 6, 2008

two funny short jokes, courtesy of my adik.

out of the blue he speaks about dick jokes.

two of them are as follows

1) your dick is so small it can get into my waterproof watch.

after hearing "watch" i immediately burst into a fit of laughter.

2) your dick is so small it can get into an airtight container.

after looking at me for 3 seconds he continues

'how small does your dick have to be to get into an airtight container?'

more laughs.

'i'm sure it has to be very small.'

man, i'm still laughing just typing this out.

just sharing some funny stuff. ;)

hope everyone is having fun at school.

ciao


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Sunday, October 5, 2008

so, i have school tomorrow.

for alot of the students in victoria and in malaysia, tomorrow marks the first day of school after a long rest. okay okay, maybe not so long, but I had a nice rest anyway.

aku had fun catching up a bit with a couple groups of friends, learnt how to make some music, spread some raya celebrations, chatting with overseas friends.

these holidays, i actually had something to do, it went by quickly, but i loved it nevertheless.

i also love these holidays because day by day, step-by-step i'm getting closer to the trip to malaysia.

BUT

at the same time, i'm extremely anxious. i said to one person i'd meet up with him, and i'm scared that due to all the catching up etc, etc, greeting, etc, etc, meeting, etc, etc, that i won't be able to meet up with him.

let's hope i will.

i wanna meet my gor from msia.

also.

school..YAY, i'm not looking forward to the academics of school, but more the sports. badminton for saturday sport, woooooot!

can't wait.

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Friday, October 3, 2008

things are..okay..retrospectively.

so my dad emails me + simon asking if we wanted maccas for dinner.

obviously yes, since i haven't had fast food for 2 or 3 months..okay, less than a couple months. @_@

BUT.

it marks that he's making up with me, and therefore i don't want to fight. i could have prolonged the fight by blatantly saying no; but i decided to play along.

so i had..1 big mac burger, 1 double beef and 1 bacon burger, 2 large fries and 1 large fanta.. *looks down at tummy*

HOLY MOLY, i could seriously tell it was bigger. my stomach i mean. heee~

i'm in an eventful convo with people who went to infekted..crazy hardcores fizmo and mochi (kien yue).

okay okay, it's calmed down now.

so yeah things are going OKAY only..but then we'll just have to see aye. :)

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Thursday, October 2, 2008

hm..mixed emotions pt2 and added pt3

had a run in with parents. 3 incidents over 2 days.
not going to divulge..yet..don't feel like it.

but, i feel as though i don't have parents at the moment.

anyway, moving on.

i'm happy that hari raya is here, and also that someone has a new baby brother.

babies are so damn cute.

can't say it enough. but i'll stop there.

babies are so freakin' CUTE!

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so..my dad hates me.

i don't need to explain, if you really want to know you can scour through one of my other emo posts on the right hand side there.

same story, it's the same all the freakin time.

i think he actually wants me to hate him. i explain that i go along doing things..going along trying to be happy happy..and then he comes in, wrecks everything for me. today i had fun at boxhill, went to the pines had fun there, got home, had fun. he comes home..straight off launches into a lecture.

i so badly want him to read this. as much as i am sorry for everything i've done, i want him to see what i think about this.

because i am scared of him. i've told him that, he knows it.

ends this post for today.

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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

selamat hari raya.

yesterday was the day when muslims worldwide broke their fasting.
today is hari raya (the day of celebration)

i wish all muslims, especially my friends a happy and enjoyable hari raya.

even though i don't celebrate hari raya, i don't think there's much harm in helping to spread the joy of another religion's celebration right?

so selamat hari raya to you guys. ;)

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