gay day today okay.

examinations is a week.
screwed. no.
chemistry, i got a lot to work on, but it's manageable.

accounting. had a practice exam today. seemed relatively easy, but it was long.

this week, has been extremely prementrual syndrome-like.

i've been bagging the crap out of people just because of the way they "speak" on msn.

and then i've been keeping my anger inside when stuff happens; particularly stuff i don't like happening.

like stealing my phone. only a few people i can trust with it, and trust them not to do anything stupid with it.

then when someone isn't really reacting the way i want them to in real life or on msn, i end up chucking an internal spaz. then i cringe as my hate increases.

then i cool down, forget about how the hate makes me feel emo, and the cycles starts again.

school is okay. as exams are coming up, i feel like skipping a few days in the lead up to the exams.

dad raged at me because i didn't tell him i got 89% average for methods SAC. it wasn't that hard for anyone anyway, but i just didn't around to tell him.

this anger is making me feel like studying. i shall exploit it.

~ formal money due tomorrow
~ 2 hours of tuition tomorrow

fark..

edit:
there always IS someone there looking out for you.

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my mood:
- extremely suicidal


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